brain pain
Wednesday, August 12th, 2009my brain is mushy
coherent thought escapes me
pain behind my eyes
my brain is mushy
coherent thought escapes me
pain behind my eyes
slowly closing
the night’s sweet embrace slipping away
ever clawing reality fighting for life
drown it in the oblivion
make it sleep, never to wake
slowly tumbling thoughts
round and round, stop they will not
struggle in my head
sticky sweet gooey
not an edible canape
fog over tv snow
sleeping restless night
cold snowy morning fun time
innocuous work
Silence enters
Magic unfurling
Glittering pale
What matters surrounds them
What casts them out
They care not for the utterances of others
Their peace
Their solace
Within them
The magic surrounds them
Filling the with life’s light
Movement no longer a torment
They come together
Flesh to flesh
Slowly building passion
What more to want
What more to desire
Everything exists in what they have
fleeting glimpse of my eyelids
sinking off to oblivion
another thought
eyes open, staring
stillness and rest surround me yet are lost.
moving
shaping
living
is it all about being
hate
anger
despair
remind me why I care
overwhelmed
exhausted
numb
To all my vices I succumb
moving slowly, silk hair flowing over skin
luxurious feelings
power, control, fulfillment
how they play in the mind
revealing wants, desires
rolling your tongue to speak
can i hear myself from this lofty perch
i fear myself lost at times
i find myself others
where does it all come from
will it stop
So strange this short fleeting life
Days shorten, soon dark
Sadness wallows in leaf falls.
Soon days will brighten