sleep eluding…

fleeting glimpse of my eyelids sinking off to oblivion another thought eyes open, staring stillness and rest surround me yet are lost.

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Grape and Cherry Soda

So now that I managed to make a Ginger Beer and a Lemon Lime Soda, with limited self-injury. I think it’s time to move on to bigger and I hope yummier stuff.  Not that my first two sodas weren’t great, but I really want a grape soda and a cherry-vanilla soda and a couple others. …

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Breakfast stout

We made a breakfast stout this afternoon. It should have a fairly low alcohol content and a nice silky mouth feel from the oats. This was a non-organic recipe we decided to make. If we like it, then we’ll reproduce it using organic ingredients. Bryan is getting to really great at developing abstractions of recipes….

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huh

moving slowly, silk hair flowing over skin luxurious feelings power, control, fulfillment how they play in the mind revealing wants, desires rolling your tongue to speak can i hear myself from this lofty perch i fear myself lost at times i find myself others where does it all come from will it stop So strange…

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Fall

Days shorten, soon dark Sadness wallows in leaf falls. Soon days will brighten

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