MessyMissy’s Place

I added some new photos to the messy gallery…

Photo 153

I was feeling vain this afternoon.

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fleeting glimpse of my eyelids
sinking off to oblivion
another thought
eyes open, staring
stillness and rest surround me yet are lost.

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moving
shaping
living
is it all about being
hate
anger
despair
remind me why I care
overwhelmed
exhausted
numb
To all my vices I succumb

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So now that I managed to make a Ginger Beer and a Lemon Lime Soda, with limited self-injury. I think it’s time to move on to bigger and I hope yummier stuff.  Not that my first two sodas weren’t great, but I really want a grape soda and a cherry-vanilla soda and a couple others.  [...]

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We made a breakfast stout this afternoon. It should have a fairly low alcohol content and a nice silky mouth feel from the oats. This was a non-organic recipe we decided to make. If we like it, then we’ll reproduce it using organic ingredients. Bryan is getting to really great at [...]

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moving slowly, silk hair flowing over skin
luxurious feelings
power, control, fulfillment
how they play in the mind
revealing wants, desires
rolling your tongue to speak
can i hear myself from this lofty perch
i fear myself lost at times
i find myself others
where does it all come from
will it stop
So strange this short fleeting life

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Days shorten, soon dark
Sadness wallows in leaf falls.
Soon days will brighten

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